Except more cute and less hairy. I probably cannot pull off the grumpy Victorian-era muttonchops. Oh well, my loss I suppose.

But I'm miserable because I still haven't been able to get rid of feelings for an ex

Although he calls this a 'break'. Breaks are incredibly insulting, in my opinion.

Our break up kind of went like this, in short:

ex: "hey, things are bad between us, we've been fighting a lot."

a: "yeah, we should do something about this. let's work things out."

ex: "yeah, a break would be a great idea."

a: "oh..."

He says in the end he'll always come back to me, but it's sort of like

ex: "hay there, i'm done with this girl, we just got into a big fight. now we can go out."

What makes it worse is that he flips out every time I talk to another guy, but it's whatever. At least we're good friends! (with benefits, heh.)

And also, my grades are complete crap. I'm failing two classes I'm sure, which means I'm off the gymnastics team :[ At least I'm still cute! I'm desperatley trying to stay positive.
I just need to look the part.

There's a project on flickr that I'll post on here also. It's called the '365', where I have to take one picture, incorporating myself in it in some creative way, for every day of the year, no cheats! I think I'm conceited enough to pull it off.

I'm saving up for a good Nikon, but for now I have my coolpix.